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    Thursday, January 7th, 2010
    tonightforyou
    January 7th 2010 @ 4:00pm
    Ironic? I think not.
    Your Horoscope - Today, Jan. 7, 2010

    Though you are likely to wake up feeling energetic and enthusiastic this morning, sabrina, your mood may sink a little when you think about all you need to do. It may be time to question whether you should make some significant changes in your life. Are the four walls closing in on you? If so, perhaps you should look for an opportunity that gives you more freedom of movement, or perhaps one that gets you outside for at least part of the time


    Well, My goodness..HELLO NEW YEAR!
    life has been certainly taken it's twists and turns and throwing me around every which way it can without my head and limbs fallin off or going completely insane. It seems no matter how hard I try to get into a nursing program here I can't do it, something is wrong to where the school messes up, or its clearly the states just dumb mistakes..but with those mistakes it has left me in the same position I have been stuck in for the past year and a half..atleast it feels that way. I've been going back and forth about moving away..so I think before I make my decison I take a trip back East to Winter's &Jamin's and get the feel of PA all over again. I miss it so much. I hate being stuck in a position where you don't want to hurt anyone around you but just don't care anymore..I'm in that position. I'm half an inch away from buying a one way ticket to either PA, or SC, VA and staying with someone I know and just get away from this awful city, full of people who know everyone for all the wrong reasons. I'm defintiely ready to try something new...and if it meens me moving away I would be single...honestly..so be it.  I have this life to live and nothing more, why not do what I want and my heart is aching to do rather then try to make everyone else happy. Now...I got to find the courage in me to get up and actually do it..that is..if city college doesn't work out. Times like things really get me down, knowing that if I had my Gammy everything would be great...I know it..but I still can hear her singing "que sera sera...whatever will be, will be. The future's not ours to see, que sera sera" ..I miss her voice and her comfort so much. I need to start doing the things that make me, ME again. Going to church, being content with my life. If someone would have told me that at the age of 20, I would be in the position I am in, I would LAUGH in your face. Why? cause..I have lowered my bars so much, and my bar is stuck..and its so hard to get it up..without losing everything that was under the bar. I'll be strong enough soon though, here's to God, Sisters, Family, and Girls nights.

    I'm a confused bundle of stress and confusion..I need a girls night, a massage, and a little picture messaging from the best person ever :)

    you make my heart erect, and you know it..I'm pretty sure I do the same thing to you.

    Current Music: que sera sera
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    Monday, December 28th, 2009
    no_shelter
    December 28th 2009 @ 2:21am
    1. What did you do in 2009 that you'd never done before? totally broke a girls heart, turned 21, went to a few bars and bought a lot of 6 packs, went on a party bus for the first time, and then went on another one

    2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year? i didnt make one and i wont next year. so there.

    3. Did anyone close to you give birth? ja my cousin

    4. Did anyone close to you die? my dog coco :(

    5. What countries did you visit? just america goddammit

    6. What would you like to have in 2010 that you lacked in 2009? there are a lot of things but nothing i'm too worried about

    7. What date from 2009 will remain etched upon your memory, and why? may 5th because thats when i put my dog down, 21st birthday was pretty kick ass, street fighter 4 release

    8. What was your biggest achievement of the year? learning more about myself, sorting out some bullshit

    9. What was your biggest failure? chasing after people when i know so much better

    10. Did you suffer illness or injury? got sick a few times, i think i'm going to need my tonsils out soon...

    11. What was the best thing you bought? i bought a lot of shit. probably my receiver or speakers, or street fighter 4 :)

    12. Whose behavior merited celebration? i dont think there was any of that this year

    13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed? just a few people that have been clipped from my life

    14. Where did most of your money go? games and food mostly

    15. What did you get really, really, really excited about? street fighter 4 release. never been more excited for a game.

    16. What song will always remind you of 2009? jeez, too many

    17. Compared to this time last year, are you:

    i. happier or sadder? getting happier and happier as the years go on

    ii. thinner or fatter? probably fatter, lol

    iii. richer or poorer? definitely poorer, i need some hours

    18. What do you wish you'd done more of? spoke my mind

    19. What do you wish you'd done less of? kept to myself

    20. How did you spend Christmas? went to aunt and uncles and sang happy birthday to jesus. yep.

    22. Did you fall in love in 2009? nope, thought i was going to boooooooy was i wrong

    23. How many one-night stands? 0

    24. What was your favorite TV program? always sunny without a doubt

    25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year? probably lol

    26. What was the best book you read? didnt read a single book this year

    27. What was your greatest musical discovery? Nothing. i dont think i had any

    28. What did you want and get? a lot of things :D

    30. What was your favorite film of this year? i have a handful i really enjoyed. 500 days of summer surprised me the most. great movie that i knew nothing about.

    31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you? turned 21 and partied with my best friends, just an amazing night overall

    32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying? i think i'm good with the events of this year honestly

    33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2009? shirt and shorts and maybe a hoodie

    34. What kept you sane? nights out with friends, nights of beer pong, or just grabbing a double gulp and playing games for a few hours at home

    35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most? anyone from always sunny but i'm not really a fan of celebrities

    36. What political issue stirred you the most? i've pretty much stayed out of the loop this year

    37. Who did you miss? missed all my friends who dont go to school in san diego

    38. Who were the best new people you met? i cant really think of anyone i met this year

    39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2009: chill the fuck out

    40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year: i like chocolate milk

    Current Music: hot cheeto
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